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Baseball is a Passion

     I​ ​lived​ ​a​ ​particularly​ ​normal​ ​life​ ​as​ ​a​ ​very​ ​young​ ​child.​ ​I​ ​always​ ​tried​ ​new​ ​sports, 
but​ ​when​ ​I​ ​started​ ​playing​ ​baseball,​ ​I​ ​fell​ ​in​ ​love.​ ​T-ball​ ​was​ ​a​ ​blast; I​ ​made​ ​lots​ ​of 
friends​ ​and​ ​found​ ​out​ ​that​ ​I​ ​was​ ​naturally​ ​good​ ​at​ ​baseball.​ ​Even​ ​when​ ​I​ ​wasn’t​ ​outside 
throwing​ ​the​ ​ball​ ​around​ ​I​ ​was​ ​watching​ ​baseball.​ ​I​ ​constantly​ ​tried​ ​to​ ​getter​ ​better​ ​at 
baseball​ ​in​ ​little​ ​league​ ​when​ ​I​ ​was​ ​younger.  
     Throughout​ ​my​ ​childhood,​ ​I​ ​lived​ ​in​ ​separate​ ​households​ ​due​ ​to​ ​my​ ​parents’
divorce​ ​at​ ​a​ ​young​ ​age.​ ​This​ ​separation​ ​of​ ​family​ ​was​ ​the​ ​main​ ​motivation​ ​behind 
getting​ ​better​ ​and​ ​finding​ ​a​ ​hobby​ ​I​ ​love.​ ​The​ ​pure​ ​enjoyment​ ​of​ ​the​ ​game​ ​also 
motivated​ ​me​ ​to​ ​play​ ​more​ ​so​ ​that​ ​I​ ​wasn’t​ ​able​ ​to​ ​focus​ ​on​ ​the​ ​difference​ ​of​ ​my​ ​life 
compared​ ​to​ ​others.​ ​My​ ​parents​ ​were​ ​very​ ​supportive​ ​over​ ​my​ ​baseball​ ​career​ ​and​ ​were 
what​ ​motivated​ ​me​ ​to​ ​continue​ ​playing​ ​baseball.  
     With​ ​any​ ​sport​ ​comes​ ​second​ ​guessing.​ ​For​ ​the​ ​most​ ​part,​ ​I​ ​second​ ​guessed​ ​my 
abilities​ ​to​ ​compete​ ​at​ ​the​ ​same​ ​level​ ​of​ ​competition​ ​as​ ​other​ ​kids​ ​my​ ​age.​ ​A​ ​the​ ​level​ ​of 
competition​ ​increased,​ ​I​ ​sometimes​ ​felt​ ​that​ ​I​ ​was​ ​not​ ​good​ ​enough.​ ​Some​ ​of​ ​my​ ​main 
struggles​ ​were​ ​hitting​ ​the​ ​baseball​ ​from​ ​faster​ ​pitchers,​ ​this​ ​was​ ​because​ ​I​ ​was​ ​not​ ​used 
to​ ​seeing​ ​that​ ​speed​ ​coming​ ​towards​ ​me. 

Photo Credit: Author’s Father

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